Especially when they don't even realise they're doing it. And if you're like me...it doesn't take much to feel rejected. A phone call you missed out on, a midnight chat, a game played in the early hours of the morning to fight of those ever present urges. i started thinking today that if this included me then my SH wouldn't be as frequent. if anyone bothered to help me when i GET the urges as opposed to once the jobs already done then maybe it would be better. I don't mean to sound ignorant. they can have each other, they both need the help more than i do, but it doesn't make the empty feeling inside my chest any less.
there are 3 people in my life that i want to be close to, close enough to have these talks with, and all three have someone else.
end.
[And I would have stayed up with you all night]
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